[Originally written on March 20th 2021]
Two years. Two brilliant years of being yours. It feels like an inadequate length of time to properly cover the full impact you’ve had on me – and at the same time, it feels like just the other day you were stepping it up kink-wise, and laying the framework for something truly beautiful.
The past couple of years have had some pretty terrible moments for me personally – obviously the pandemic, but also everything with my sister, work stresses, etc etc – but through it all I’ve always known you were there to talk to, to listen, to take my mind away when necessary. Talking with you just feels like the best possible way to be spending my time – I can’t thank you enough for bringing light into some dark days. I’ve said it before, and I’ll say it again – I’m always here to do the same for you, if need be.
I think it’s no exaggeration to say you’ve genuinely changed my life! I feel like a completely different person from before you made me yours. And not just sluttier (although…) – I see the world through a different lens than I did before you. Everything is so much brighter from my place at your feet. You’ve shown me more about myself, about yourself, about the world, than I ever could have expected, and all of it is beautiful.
Hell, you inducted me into the world of kink! It’s because of you that I know the joy of servitude, of being property, of living purely for your pleasure. I can’t even count how many new kinks you’ve gotten me into, nor how deep you’ve taken me into the old ones! I hope it continues to be as much fun for you as it for me.
Putting my trust in you – receiving your trust from you – taking that step towards something deeper with you – it’s been a truly incredible journey. Working up the confidence to write that first message, to send that first gift, to say “Yes, Mistress, let’s step it up kink-wise” was undeniably the smartest thing I ever did. Because now I’m yours, for as long as you’ll have me. Your slave, your slut, your puppy. Your generally good company. Your sweetness. And what could be better than that?
Thank you for everything you’ve done for me, Mistress Charlotte. I hope I can repay it in kind over the years to come.
Yours, today, tomorrow, and forever,